Charlie_Johnson

back in 1971 I bought a not well known men's mag at a gas station where I was living in South Charlotte, NC, and it had a fiction article that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex," and I reiterate this was a fiction article, personally I don't do illegal dope..............in the late 70's I bought a Hustler, and it had an interview with a female pornstar back then named Beverly Morris, and she was quoted as saying "big dicks are prime"(ditto, now when do I get mine?).............am a grand master at Creator work since about 1963 or 64, 60 years ago, when I was 12 or 13, I found a gold mine of about 5 or 6 large, clean, dry, brown paper grocery bags full of men's mags Playboy-type media that were by the sidewalk in my neighborhood in rural Madison, New Jersey, in rural Morris County there, they were by a tall hedge, no one was around so I took them to a secret place behind a garage and by the NYC commuter railroad tracks in my backyard next door to where I lived which was never visited by those neighbors or anyone back there at the tracks, put them in a flat cardboard box, and covered them with leaves, I craved having a secret place like that, and I loved smelling them as they became damp from rain, they had their own unique, tantalizing smell .............................I consider myself not attracted enough to a female to want to engage in sex in this life because of my lack of penis length and because of social factors from my past that serve as warnings to me to avoid reproducing and having the social factors happen to my offspring, factors such as getting attacked by other students in schools while doing nothing to provoke getting attacked, in an afterlife all that would be adjusted by amnesia and my short penis would become elongated with no more retractile to shemale look, after that then we can finally fuck after waiting a lifetime, right now I'm content to watch sex online to get me turned on to the straight long penis sex they can provide easily, I'm only attracted to the 2 dimensional plane geometry 4K monitor screen images of females and not actual solid geometry 3 dimensional sexual encounters, solid geometry such as determining the volume of a rectangular-shaped box, of a sphere, of a cone.....................I have become Pagan- "Individuals fell into the pagan class either because they were increasingly rural and provincial relative to the Christian population or because they were not a soldier of Christ (miles Christi); Paganus more likely acquired its meaning in Christian nomenclature via Roman military jargon (see above). Early Christians adopted military motifs and saw themselves as Milites Christi (soldiers of Christ)."(wikipedia.con, Paganism); I never liked the song "Onward Christian soldiers" sung in my church and prefer being Pagan so I quit going to church, not my style acting Roman soldier Catholic in a non-Catholic church, Pagans were original Englishmen who built The Stonehenge, if the Christian soldiers were Rome, Italy city slickers then I don't live in a city where there are such slickers like in Rome, my city is not that big of a city, when I got my first covid vaccination it was from a rural program that my city was included in thus my city is considered rural, I don't want to be fooled into believing that "Christian soldiers" refers to all Christians when the "Onward Christian soldiers" song is sung, not now after finding out more about the slogan, I also don't have any Italian thus Catholic ancestry, most of mine are English, then Scottish, then German, then Belgium or Holland who were displaced French Hugenots who had to flee France, some ancestry were regular French, then one guy from N. Ireland, then one guy who was Swiss, found in Geneva in the 1500's, Mr. Marcus was his name, and is the oldest ancestor found in the 1500's census in Geneva, none or mine were from the Mediterranean area, all my ancestors were found through the LDS Church library that has extensive family genealogy records, none were ever found from using a tv genealogy website, another reason why I'm Pagan is because I used to live in a place called Druid Hills in Atlanta, right now Druids are Pagans, I saw no Druids in hooded robes in that neighborhood, Druid was just in name, right now I live on a rural surfin' beach as a Pagan and former surfer..............My religion is sexual satanism, "Other," because it turns me on with psychological rewards, I do not plan to give up certain so-called "satanic" sex acts if I lose the psychological rewards from them such as my psychological sense of sight getting turned on, and plan to build my afterlife around them, by doing this I become myself and not a celibate person someone wants me to be, I will not live a life and then afterlife existing as a cunt lips-looking at times shemale who is a virgin to a healthy wellhung penis to offer girlies who all told me I was too small, a veritable international group of them- Asian, Russian, American, echoing the sentiment of Bev Morris from the 70's/80's in Hustler who said "big dicks are prime," sexual satanism involves only sex acts and not other satanic acts that are criminal...............I look for long penis sex surrogates to do it for me, oh I know that sounds gruelling, but the way I look at it is "welcome to the Institute," "welcome to Calculus(welcome to ∫∫ double integrations)," not a walk in the park, the surrogates, not members of the Institute but employed there for this course and paid for their participation with psychological rewards, not monetary carrot and stick rewards, which was what my major at the Institute was about, would be in a control group for a PhD sociology lab course I made up in fantasy that includes X-rated fucking and controls me with control to wait until my afterlife to become as sexually gifted as they are, a doctoral level course since I have to wait for long penis, from the ∫(e)x Institute sociology course, all unofficial but founded with my on and off campus prior education at that institute, the long penis control group consisting of the most sexually gifted in the world for my institute to supply(unofficially, in fantasy), only the best for my institute since it is 38th in the world for value of an education, all of this unofficial but does include my past education there which included exposure to an adult theater and an adult bookstore nearby off campus(I never bought anything from the bookstore, but I went in, I did go to a movie across the street one afternoon), the hypothesis of the course being that I need long penis for my afterlife and will use a control group that already has theirs, indicating to me they already are in my afterlife since they have what I need and can only get in my afterlife, and in order to prove my hypothesis, if they compose a control group they have achieved control thus have achieved management in self-management POC(C stands for Control, further descriptions are found in a couple of my self-management blogs) theory which this PhD level sociology course also is about thus I have a useful course for myself to use in online virtual fantasy, it's not bad having a control group that exerts so much control over you by influence that they are from your afterlife, now that's what I call Contrrol, it's easy for them to control the student there at the Institute, now attending the Institute in fantasy is possible from out of state, by the way I consider any online porn as virtual or in other words modern🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹