I guess I am subconsciously asking for trouble. I went to start a load of laundry, which is shared by two other apartments and only accessed by going outside, wearing yoga pants. Didn't even think about what I was wearing until I was on my way back up to my apartment. There was also road work being done right outside of the house and there is a clear view from the street and where I was. 더 읽기
The Closest is Opening Wider
Been putting more pictures of myself out there as I have been buying more clothes. Also, recently got myself a wig and some makeup to try to make myself look more feminine, not sure how to make the makeup look good yet. Lately I have been fantasizing more about being caught dressed and being used for sex to keep my identity secret. Have bought some bondage toys to see how it feels to have a sense of losing control. Also, have a sex machine coming figuring that will simulate the feeling of being used for pleasure more than just inanimate toys. Spent the extra money to get the app connected ve 더 읽기
Spending time alone at home has changed me.
All this time at home sure has changed things. Wondering how far it will go. Being alone I started crossdressing more often while working from home. One day I decided to post a couple pictures wearing a couple dresses, which I never even thought of doing before. Following that I posted a video of myself fucking a dildo. Since then I posted more photos in some of the other clothes I have, over on another site until they allow photo posting here again. I have even noticed my fantasies have been changing. I usually fantasize of being used by a dominant woman (cis or trans), but now I have been im 더 읽기